This ship is shipping on
I have this horrible habit... of seeking out information and things that I know will hurt me. I have this insatiable curiosity when it comes to wanting to know things I don't know. Things I shouldn't know. I have to confirm my suspicions. Have to. It's like an itch or... who knows. A sickness, really. It's a habit I have decided needs to be broken today. I'm usually pretty good when I make decisions such as this one. When I decide to break a habit FOR REAL it gets broken.
I'm bringing this up because tonight I confirmed a suspicion I've had for well over a month now. It was a suspicion that didn't need confirming and it was one that really did ruin my night. But why? I already kind of knew it. Felt it.
Lesson learned. I'm letting go. For serious. And here's a song to commemorate the moment. It's a song I've used for these types of situations many times before. It's sad, beautiful, and completely true. Finally.
